Sunday, December 7, 2014

ಎಲ್ಲಿಯೂ ನಿಲ್ಲದಿರು, ಮನೆಯನೆಂದು ಕಟ್ಟದಿರು, ಕೊನೆಯನೆಂದು ಮುಟ್ಟದಿರು....ಓ ಅನಂತವಾಗಿರು!

~~ Don't linger long anywhere, don't build a house that you call yours, don't ever rest...be homeless, Oh, infinite one! ~~

She took the song too literally, that one should not build an abode. The song spoke about the soul and she thought it was for the body. She does not consider any building she stays in as her own. She does not feel attached to a place. She does not mind if you ask her to move to any other part of the city. She would do it, without blinking an eye, no emotions, no drama, no nothing. She does go on long trips, away from home. She is joyous when she thinks of going back home. She is happy to return home, to the people living in it. “Home is where the heart is” and “home is where love is”.


Lately, she is stressed about how there is no place for anything in the house. That the house is not planned well. That there is no place for keeping her stuff. That there is no one place called hers to rest. That some renovation should be done. Which is making her question – is she getting attached? Is it a bad thing?

Monday, September 22, 2014

Yaana (ಯಾನ) by S L Bhyrappa (ಎಸ್ ಎಲ್ ಭೈರಪ್ಪ)

Note: I have tried not to provide spoilers, but if I have done so unknowingly, please accept my apologies!

I had carefully avoided all reviews, abstracts and any kind of information about the book with a decision that I would read it with an unbiased view. Honestly, I did not like Kavalu (ಕವಲು), SLB’s previous novel, too much. While Avarana (ಆವರಣ) was like a bomb blast, ಕವಲು was like a wet firecracker (ಟುಸ್ಸ್ ಪಟಾಕಿ). In retrospection, I probably did not like ಕವಲು because it looked regressive in some parts. I did not have high expectations from ಯಾನ as a story, but as usual, did have extremely high expectations on the author himself!

When I read the first page, I was taken aback – this story looked like science fiction! In the very first page, Bhyrappa introduces us to the premise of the whole story, no dillydallying, no prologue. It was a tad bit uncomfortable because right from the start, I started thinking about whether Bhyrappa can deliver! He proved that such doubts were unnecessary.

After reading the book, I can say for sure that this book is as much a piece of science fiction as it is about philosophy and mankind! Such is the work of this master storyteller!

Here is my view of the book – it begins with raising a pertinent question on the morality of an incestuous relationship (or what looks like) and ends with the protagonists taking a stand on it. In between, we get glimpses of several related facts, thoughts, beliefs and principles - some of which are turned upside down and some of which are newly established.

What is a relationship? Does a relationship need (ಸಮಾಜದ ಮನ್ನಣೆ) a formal name that is accepted by society? If you get into promises and agreements on earth, do they hold good when you are out there, billions of kilometers away from earth? ಇಲ್ಲಿ ಮಾಡುವ ಆಣೆಭಾಷೆಗಳು ಅಲ್ಲೂ ಉಳಿಯುತ್ತಾವ? Is there any court of law that will hold you for the promise you broke? If Sun is your God (ಪ್ರತ್ಯಕ್ಷ ದೇವರು), what about the billions of such stars all around you? What is the Sun? Who is God or, rather, what is God? What is consciousness (ಪ್ರಜ್ಞೆ)? Is consciousness, as defined on Earth, the same in our Sun’s solar system? Is it the same in our galaxy, in other galaxies and in our universe?

Such questions are asked and an attempt is made to answer too. But the beauty is, you form your own understanding and also in the process, you increase your confusion, which is a good thing J.  

Few more thoughts -
  • I remembered Kuvempu’s Ananamaya Ee jaga hrudaya (ಆನಂದಮಯ  ಜಗ ಹೃದಯ) when Bhyrappa extols about the Sun, also understood the poem a bit differently this time.
  • I could remember the countless hours I have spent on understanding the "Nasadiya Suktha" (ನಾಸದೀಯ ಸೂಕ್ತ) and also when I gave up on it J. At a high level, I understand it, but when you dig deeper, it was and remains beyond my understanding. When Bhyrappa brings in this suktha, I had goose bumps. It was brought in at the perfect time with the perfect words; I cannot describe the feeling!
  • I had reveled in the description of the Himalayas in “Parva” (ಪರ್ವ). There is a lot of difference between the Himalayas in ಯಾನ and that of ಪರ್ವ, signifying the destruction at the hands of man.
  • Lots of scientific concepts/theories are written in a concise manner – continental drift, formation of the Himalayas, black holes and quantum theory, applicability of Newton’s laws, distance and time, etc..

Overall, if you are someone who believes that science and spirituality (call it philosophy if you want) coexist, please read this book. It is an excellent attempt in Kannada.

Here’s a bow to Bhyrappa!

Friday, August 8, 2014

A Day of Inspiration at Office!

I had the good fortune to listen to a wonderful speaker this week. The CEO & MD of KKR and Red Chillies Entertainment - Venky Mysore, behind-the-scenes-star of the turnaround of KKR in the IPL was at office and speaking to us J

It was a wonderful experience to listen to his transition from a core financial professional to what he is today. What a journey! He even got into a Q&A and answered all our questions so patiently. He almost looked disappointed when none of us women in the room asked him about SRK (even though we were dying to, we were not courageous enough to steer the discussion in that direction).Our boss took it upon himself to do the needful, also insisting that he was doing it for everyone in the room who was secretly wishing someone else would ask that question (bless him).

So, apart from the Bollywood and some inside stories of KKR ;-), I might have just picked few “leadership & management” gems from him, which I haven’t got even from few certified management trainers! I mean, yes, most of them sound clichéd, but no one put it in context like he did, with live examples of KKR and the results seen by all!

He said:
  • Do not attach sanctity to a bar that has been set. How else would anyone create new records?
  • There is no substitute for experience. The next best thing to do is to observe successful people and imbibe what they do. Be open to fail in the process…
  • …And when you lose, don’t lose the lesson
  • Know what skills you want in your team and then start selecting people with that skill, rather than the other way around
  • Constantly work towards setting a higher bar for yourself and your teams.
  • It is important to shake up a team, even if it is a winning combination. It provides a level playing field for everyone and also creates an environment to try new strategies and encourages innovation.


As usual, a ton of questions came to my mind after the talk ended. The search for these answers always seems endless!

Thursday, June 19, 2014

Wanderlust

When you start a trip with apprehensions and hesitations, and when it turns out to be just the opposite, then it was worth it. Is it not?

Something like that happened to me. Office announced a trip to Bintan, Indonesia. Too many issues pulling me down, at office and personal, I was in a bad / guilty mood to go out on a trip. I disregarded that nagging voice inside me and said ‘Yes’. Of course the nagging stayed on – it continued to remind me of the various reasons why I shouldn't be going. But there I was standing at the boarding pass counter, albeit wondering whether that was the right thing to do!

It is not easy, packing your bags, leaving the comfort of one’s own home and leaving to a country you have never been before with people you don’t know too well. But such trips do something to you which you find out only after it is over. The freedom you get is unbelievable – no one knows you, you don’t have a reputation to keep – these give a sense of confidence and bring out the child in you. I now firmly believe reputation etc. is unimportant. What you are inside is your reputation!

Anyway, good things don’t last forever. Sitting in a 4X4 cubicle and staring at the computer is reality for now. All the “paused” issues come up and you have to face them. You can’t escape.

What the trip did to me, however, is to give me renewed energy to face problems. Some things that I learnt:
  • People behave with you the way you behave with them
  • Focus is needed for anything that you do
  • Regardless of whether you are tall or short, fat or thin, black or white, young or old, you look beautiful when you smile with happiness.
  • Photos distract you from enjoying
  • But, photos are important because you forget sooner than you think
  • Genuine appreciation of people is a sure fire way of forging relationships
  • Singing is healing
  • Health is wealth
  • Family is a treasure that you own, focus on family should be the highest thing on your list


Here’s to bringing out the wanderlust in me!

Monday, March 10, 2014

Grateful post

Among all the twists and turns that life can take I am honestly glad that my life chose to take the turns it took. It’s tragic that I am enlightened about such grateful feelings only when I confront misfortunes which I cannot fathom can happen with people. People who are as normal as I am, closer to me than I can imagine. 

It is said that tragedies are a true test of your strength. It must be true because I have seen these people climbing back into life, step by step, and that is nothing short of a miracle to me. I cannot predict what will happen in the future. But if I am confronted with something that sucks the life out of me, I only hope I have the strength to resurface. And that I can remember all these people to draw inspiration from.